God fucking damn it! Why must I love her still. I wish I had never been the fuck up I am after a year I still love her. Fuck I wish I was able to marry her like I had plan. I ended the best thing I ever had and probably will have had with a stupid post that I was joking about. If anyone want to kill me please do.
I need to start working out. I’m getting fat:( run and work out yea……..
I need help. I have a problem with myself that I don’t know how to fix on my own. I have tried to fix it but it doesn’t work. :( HELP ME this is not the real me.